everything used to be so right, but you wanted to change things. now what ? wth. yea right, i am and will always be the bad person. now you know how it feels like right ?
i just want to concentrate on my O's, so please stop affecting me.
:) 1:07 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
stop commenting on my friend, cause i don't think that bla your's is any better.
shirui, get well soon :)
:) 2:36 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
translation of my blog's song.
I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry You always smile at me I am blessed because you always shine before me Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is Faces that always being looked at Forever hugging each other Your smile has helped me endless time, you know Thank you thank you Best Friend
These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment All the friends that I have here, you the best present I am blessed because you always be by our side Surely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength) Faces that always being looked at Forever hugging each other All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know Thank you thank you Best Friend
Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is Faces that always being looked at Forever hugging each other Your smile has helped me endless time, you know Thank you thank you Best Friend
Always always always my Best Friend
both to yao.
:) 12:01 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
blogger is finally ok. :)
OH MAN. today is stupid. went to school, but didn't felt like it. stupid kwan made me late and i was being punished. she happily went off after xueping. pissing man. i was like like at the detention room on the third floor for a total of 8 HOURS. from the start of school to 6 in the evening. stuck in that stupid room, couldn't do anything at all. boo. the first few hours were torturing but things got better after that. :) alia was cool enough to sneak off, but everybody knew including the dms. ah ha. xueping and stupid kwan don't be sacarsticeeee horrr. send me the pictures soooonnnn. :) thanks rui for pei-ing me dunring the last period. :)
if you're late, don't come to school. :)
:) 12:21 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i saw this white mango shorts that i so so so like la. but guess what, it's $60. oh man. agrhh. been so long since i went out to shop with yao. go out someday again alright. don't be irritating :)
thanks for being there, i really appreciate everything that you did for me. love you lotssss :))) and thanks for the so not sincere meal too la. ah ha. :)
i didn't know how on earth i linked to this video. but it's quite funny thou. haha. :D
:) 4:52 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007
maths paper and social studies paper today. same old sentence, DIEEEEE LEEEE LAAAAA. oh man. I've got totally no mood to study, AT ALL.
SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROM ALL THESE MATHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! AGRHHHHHHHH !
it's still me and my uncertainties, me and my '' i thought's '' SHAGGED.
:) 8:00 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
you once were my doubtful debt. now that i know you have too many creditors to give your love to. i shall write you off as my bad debt.
had been doing poa for the past couple of days and it's killing me man. just when i thought i have gotten it. some stupid ' good will ' thing pops out and i will be totally lost again. how irritating.
you and your '' 我wo不bu会hui乘chen虚xu而er入ru de lei '' is already showing that you have been lying right from the start.
i can't go into the place that you are in ? wth man. paper crushed, and right into the bin :)
studied poa with kwan after school today. rabia said that grad night would most probably be held at downtown. heh. :)
THE SCARY PART. LIKE OMGGGGGGG.
after studying with kwan, went to tm.we went all the way up to the fourth storey. heard this group of guys saying that 'open numbers' thing. thought nothing of it at first. but, it started to get weird cause i felt like as thou somebody was following. i looked at kwan and kwan stared at me back. and we stupidly realised that they may be following us. decided to test them. and omg. we went down the esc to third floor. they followed. we went around in one circle, they followed. we went to second floor and they were still following. we were like you know. OMG RUNNNNN ! ok. kwan is dumb and superly don't know how to pei he abit. i pretended to like say EH KWAN WE GO ANOTHER ROUND K. and she cooly she ignored me. i heard those ppl behind saying, omg ? one more round ?? but this time round they were much cleverer, they didn't follow us, they walked another way to cut us in the middle. and we stupidly thought we shook them away. boo. we saw them and i pretended to like say eh this one nice hor ? and walked away. AND KWAN IGNORED ME AGAIN. we walked fast into isetan, stupid ideas came to us. HAHAHA. REAL FUNNY ONES. heh.
this time round they really weren't following us anymore. i think they lost us. or maybe those BRAS scared them away. ah ha. we went down, saw this little boy vomitting on the floor, and the father just let him vomit. we were like oh man. eeeeeuuuuuuu.
went up to 77th street from the other side. we thought we saw them outside, we were like wa piangggg. but it wasn't them. stupid kwan la. okok. then we went into the shop, like out of the sudden, this ex-changkat came to us and was like you sec what ? he looked familliar but couldn't figure out who was he. and then blablabla.
ok. let's continue.after 77th street. kwan suggested to go to ntuc walk since it was like so not safe upstairs. ok so we went. and guess what. they were like right behind us la. omg. OK. KWAN WAS SCARED, AND THAT MADE EVERYTHING EVEN WORST. boo. went into ntuc, i thought that was the best place to hide. but i turned out wrong. ah ha. we were like trying to go to the vegetables side to hide, but luckily kwan heard their voice, you should see her reaction. SHE WAS LIKE OMG IS THEM IS THEM FASTER FASTER GO FASTER GO. hahahahhahahahahhahahhahaha. she's funny la. make me soooo jing zhang can. we ran. yes, we ran in ntuc. so embarrassing can. ah ha.
we like rushed out of tm. sat beside my block to think of what to do. decided to head back to tm to buy some choco. thought of many stupid plans in case we see them again. haha. but too bad we didn't get to see them anywhere. boo. :Di thought the blocking of your contact could be erased off, but i guess it's just so fated. i guess this is the sign to show that i should really give up on all the hopes i use to believe in. cause i realised all this while, it had been so one-sided. i'm really really tired. i want to move on. Goodbye beautiful memories. and lastly, kwan: thanks for listening to all my blablablas and always being there when i needed someone. i still love you loadsssss even though you are quite irritating sometimes. :DDD HAHAHA. :D
it's just different. me and you. you and i. you and him. she and you. you and her. i and her. she and i. we and them. i and them. you and them.
yea right i seriously think that you are the one making everything so bad for us. after seeing that post, i totally freaked out. I TRUSTED THE WRONG PERSON. i have every right to do what i want, and i don't need you to comment on anything. so just shut that mouth of yours and get back to all your boot licking actions. please, it's already bad enough, so farking stop adding stuffs to make it even worst. oh ya, btw stop making use of others too. you will only hurt them even more.
*i'm sorry. i belived in everyone except myself and you. if only i followed my heart, none of this would have happened. i don't know if you would see this, or would you even listen but i still have to tell you. trust yourself, and not what you seem to trust. i hope you know what i'm talking about. i'm not trying to do anything. but belive it or not, it's up to you. think about what you once told me. i hope you know.
i know you won't care anymore. i'm out, and will never be in again.