Wednesday, April 18, 2007
i've realised that there are so many people in 4e4 hiding their sadness behind those big cheerful smiles. i'm trying hard to learn from them how to not to get affected by things happening around and just smile through. yup. super brave people. :)________________________________________________________________________Just by having the thought of it makes me feel stupid, real super stupid.
i feel as though these are all reasons, excuses for me to carry on like an ultimate loser, not being able to move.
I know the people on that waiting list need you more than I do. They love you more than I do. They care more than I do. They deserve to be appreciated more than I do. Believe me, they need you, more than I do. I can’t seem to shake off this fact. Don’t blame me for not doing anything helpful in any way. I’m sorry, I can’t help it no matter how hard I’ve tried. I hope someday you’ll understand, fully.don't make it like everyone's betraying you. you betrayed their trust first. remember ?Labels: i guess i'm just not needed anymore.
:) 11:43 PM
