Saturday, March 31, 2007
everybody hates me, no one cares. even my father. i'm not happy, i still have to act like i am. i'm angry, but i still have to act like i'm fine. i hate this kind of life. i really hate it. no one understands, when i needed someone so badly, no oone was there, not even a single soul. everybody had their own plans, fun ones. even my father. i was left alone. no one, at all. i hate this kind of life... it really sucks. i want to die. i dont want to stay here anymore. i'm tired. just let me collapse and die. i don't wanna care anymore, seeing that you are happier now, i'm glad too. i hate myself i hate my life. everybody hates me.
:) 3:23 PM