Tuesday, January 23, 2007
THE PAINTBRUSHi keep my paintbrush with me, wherever i may go,in case i need to cover up, so the real me doesn't show.i'm so afraid to show you me;afraid of what you will doi'm afraid you'll laugh or say mean things;afraid i might lose you.i'd like to remove all the layers,to show you the real true me,but i want you to try to understand; i need you to like what you see.so if you'll be patient and close your eyes,i'll remove the coats real slowplease understand how mush it hurts,to let the real me show.* how many layers do you have ?the most meaningful lit lesson up till now.i totally broke today. didn't know what happened. just felt super down, SUPER. went walking around the school alone. i just realised, if you really feel superly down, try walking around, alone. helps alot. its better than staying in the stuffy room hearing stuff you don't wanna hear, see things you don't wanna see, or anything thats making you angry and stuff. yup. :)when to danceworks skit just now and rushed home for tuition. damn tired now. tmr still have to wake up earlier than before to help ianpoh. maths test tmr !!
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