i really dun get you. one minute you can be so fake and the other minute you can just change your attitude like nothing's wrong. oh what's with this man. i really feel like asking you straight in your face. what do you exactly want ? her attention, her life ? ok, whatever, her everything. you want her everything, you want to be her everything. things do not always go the way you want you know. oh, i think i'm starting to hate you. i'm really irritated by you. i think she is too.. i'm sorry to say that. hate me if you want, dun fake with me. it's saddening to see you change to become such a person. really. :(


exams' next week and i'm still not sure with most of my subjects. ohh. sian. going to work hard with lim ah mel for the next few weeks. 4e together. :)) love you, work hard. :)

it's getting irritating, really irritating. ohh, i hate you.

i'm dissapointed, but what can i do ?
enjoy yrself.

finally back from camp. :)

had fun during camp. nice instructors, beautiful campsite, crazy group, important pig friend beside me all the while. :) did alot of things i thought i would dared do. ate so much vegetable for the first time in my life. really fun, never regreted going, yupp. :)

day one-
was separated into groups from melissa. sad at first, but in the end she came to my group with the help of the instructors. :)) first day nothing much, we had outdoor cooking, ate self-cooked maggie mee. dinner was even worst, tofu and some funny vege, ate i few mouth and threw away everything. eww yuck. :( oh man, then we went for our night walk, its like so scary. cleached on melissa hand for so long, felt better. thanks. :)) then when we went back, we realised that we only had 20mins for 33 girls to bathe, 3 cubical, and 3 without doors. how to survive ? hahah. bathe with melissa. ohh. hahah. got ourselves all wet. nvm. ate super nice currypuff and milo for supper and lights out. :)

day two-
wake up early in the moring for hike, imagine walking in the 'forest' with lots of funny insects from 9am to 12am under the hot sun with limited water. ohh. hot, really hot. then we had the high element games. hoho. super fun, flying fox, climbing the pole to do obstcles, and 'walking down a wall'. haha. the scariest was the walking on two bamboo pole, ohh i'm so freaked out by the height, nothing to hold and shaking bamboo pole. scary~ haha.
we began preparing for our performance for the camp fire. at first quite pissing cause some members just wouldn't want to co-opperate. sickening. nabil can really shake man. :D
day two's food were so nice. ate many many, melissa too. :)) finally campfire, was fun, both of them dance battled. haha, so funny. but nice la. :) WE HAD 1 HOUR TO BATHE. thats such a wonderful phrase to hear. hahaha. bathe with melissa again, sort of fun thou, suddenly think we got mo qi. heh. love her. :)

day three-
area cleaning. sian. did nothing much. xueping and xuan wei did most of the things. :))
prize giving, our group won the most creative award. haha. :)) i'm gonna miss camp.
thanks to melissa for being there. always fun with you around. :))

please stop acting so fakely will you ?

tmr's the camp. but after thinking that there's 1 more week to end of year, i'm not even excited anymore.. but, i still hope the camp would be fun. :)
stress.
imissmummy. :(

really had fun having the steamboat gathering with melissa, kwan, ah yap, andrew, geok fong, and wendy. yupp. ate alot, ALOT. melissa ate the most i think. haha. andrew the uncle came late and didn't dare to walk in, hahah.
ok, then, there was this commercial break from 9.33, the what, TIAO TIAO TIAO, AH, GEN ZHE JIE ZHOU TIAO. wahhaa.. didn't expect everyone to sing alone. that was funny.

TODAY.

alot of funny and unexpected things happened. first, i thought lim ah pig will be late, but she wasn't, and i missed 2 trains just to make myself late, wah lame. ok then i saw akmal, he missed the train together. oops. :) so together, 3 of us went to ntuc to buy you know what ? CHOCOLATES. KINDER SURPRISE. heh. :) childish. nvm, got a funny doreamon with no butt, mel got a `zr dog, akmal got a stupid turning clown, quite cute thou. haha. sat at the end of sec 1 class to slack to the next bell, but got caught by mr goh. sian. haha. fake everything he asked us. mel was finally clever. heh. thought what would happen to us.. detention till 4.45pm. sian.. hah.
detention room.
slack at first, but decided to sleep till 4 and wake up to study with the irritating pig. i woke up, but she didn't. see, pig. :) today chuang xin day. fun. heh. :)


WOO. excited over tmr's steamboat gathering.. i'm going to eat a lot, i think. meatballs, tang hun, fishballs, crabmeat.. OHH, i can't wait to tmr. hahahahah.

* i miss shirui * i miss melissa * i miss kwan kwan :)

i'm looking forward for the camp, steamboat gathering, and saturday. :) quick come quick come quick come !! :))

i love limAH MEL :D

SAVE ME FROM ALL THESE TORTURING !!

PEISHAN