tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-122125432011-04-21T11:06:03.469-12:00isthereaforevershhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.comBlogger2391100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-34780189351755276662008-06-06T05:55:00.001-12:002008-06-06T05:55:52.907-12:00MOVED! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-43180964834352668762008-06-01T20:24:00.000-12:002008-06-01T20:27:01.318-12:00Too many things to do, too little time.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-47392905731513267572008-06-01T02:59:00.001-12:002008-12-11T13:23:38.139-12:00Camp was fun! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-17654727649743070672008-05-27T02:52:00.005-12:002008-05-27T03:00:17.734-12:00SHINee :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-50754483872722206502008-05-23T04:15:00.002-12:002008-05-23T04:43:12.769-12:00If i were RICH~1. i would pay for mine, Melissa's and Gayle's Korean lessons.2. i would go Korea with my friends, and pay the full amount for them.3. i would buy myself a laptop.4. i would buy a scooter for all of my close friends. -.-5. i would sponsor Jac for any slimming treatment there is in the world.6. i would sponsor Lishan for hair treatment, to let her hair stick on her scalp permanentlyshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-16017241753007110522008-05-11T19:11:00.001-12:002008-12-11T13:23:39.621-12:00 WITH JAC :D AH LEE :D HAHA JESSICA'S POSE :DLet's meditate together! FLY~ DANCE WAS FUN! :D :DOUT WITH THE TWO LEES :DSchool's gonna start in 9 days.I'm not excited anymore. Got to stop working, no more income.Which means, no more spending on clothes! :(Everyone's got their owndance stuff at school.i don't cause mine's a stupid private school. :(hope Jac's school will allow me to join them.whichshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-56241106317643187692008-04-14T01:28:00.000-12:002008-04-13T04:42:41.768-12:00i'm scared and kinda excited for tmr! :DPSB Academy-ing with xiuling.starting school on the 20th of may.quite shagged by the fact that i have to start studying again in a private school rather than a normal local.GAHHH! i want a normal poly life! :(Different lives, different routes.Everybody starts to drift apart.Everything changes, everyone changed.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-65483760454491224592008-04-09T04:42:00.000-12:002008-04-13T04:46:18.660-12:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LEE! :Dah lee ah-what's yours will always be yours.if they leave, let go.they will return,if they're really meant to be yours.don't think so much alr alright? :)loves.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-22563314678688525152008-03-16T02:55:00.001-12:002008-03-16T02:57:38.603-12:00Sky of love is a must watch!shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-88244677311457352462008-02-06T21:13:00.000-12:002008-02-05T21:13:38.142-12:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-9114404557156546962008-02-05T20:47:00.001-12:002008-02-05T20:47:38.763-12:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-83781577865573821172008-02-05T03:44:00.000-12:002008-02-05T04:12:42.828-12:00my freaking neighbour sort of like ruined my new year's eve. i curse her with all the might that i have, that something really embrassing will happen to her when she is in a crowded place with every one staring at her. freaking making everyone's new year's eve bad. fucker.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-20709324355400523412008-02-01T04:07:00.000-12:002008-02-05T21:14:18.145-12:00Time, sometimes the time just slips awayAnd your left with yesterday Left with the memories I, I'll always think of you and smile And be happy for the time I had you with me Though we go our seperate ways I won't forget so don't forget The memories we madePlease remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time togetherThe time was yours and mine shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-54550553137878625642008-01-27T03:11:00.000-12:002008-01-27T03:12:41.299-12:00sentosa trip today was fun! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-45882753722321973712008-01-25T16:43:00.000-12:002008-01-24T16:45:00.211-12:00ARGH. now that the results are out, i don't know where to go.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-21520293289528383582008-01-23T04:40:00.000-12:002008-01-23T06:59:21.537-12:00RESULTS TOMORROW! i'm so not prepared.GOODLUCK EVERYONE! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-82443719336958090602008-01-08T02:05:00.000-12:002008-01-07T06:01:52.250-12:00` I like freaking haven get my pay yet.` I miss my friends.` I think i miss secondary school life.` I miss get togethers'.` Results coming soon.` YEI is tomorrow.BYE SUCKY 2007.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-61855383497751250082008-01-02T20:16:00.000-12:002008-01-02T20:17:14.679-12:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAC! :DHAPPY 2008! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-13648036840906752102007-11-23T04:42:00.000-12:002008-01-23T07:02:48.689-12:00i'm starting to miss everybody alreadyyyyy! :(O levels passed, hongkong trip passed, now even grad night 's over.how fast can time past!Grad night was great. thanks to the 3 lovely people jacklyn, xueping and xuanweinne for making it even better! Yao, serene, robert and shirui's friend too! shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-8765781128537524562007-10-12T02:01:00.001-12:002007-10-12T02:01:39.267-12:0011 more days to o's, and i'm so not prepared.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-9459678306403179232007-10-07T01:59:00.000-12:002007-10-12T02:01:01.599-12:00candle day, today.i wonder if you remember.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-87413108263225229912007-10-06T01:57:00.000-12:002008-01-23T04:40:22.226-12:00happy birthday. mummyshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-16483462864819694772007-10-03T01:57:00.000-12:002007-10-12T01:57:41.798-12:00happy birthday :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-43165021479789736822007-09-25T16:46:00.000-12:002007-09-25T16:48:20.637-12:00i wanna go to dbsk's concerttttttt! :(shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-26816105049588744742007-09-21T00:32:00.001-12:002007-09-22T01:08:28.024-12:00DON'T DON.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-8972303683549063242007-09-19T19:45:00.000-12:002007-09-26T01:41:45.298-12:00i saw that look on your face.know what? at least they cared.i'm so freaking dissapointed.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-61217344047364995852007-09-18T15:47:00.000-12:002007-09-26T01:42:21.689-12:00one more month to o'sshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-90374581804400797702007-09-02T02:41:00.000-12:002007-09-26T01:42:01.537-12:00life would be great without promises.sometimes, the truth really hurts alot.close ones leaving one after another,finding better people to hang out with. shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-32179553601567924882007-08-30T00:15:00.000-12:002007-09-26T01:42:50.775-12:00life suck.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-89436113290591614642007-08-28T18:26:00.000-12:002007-08-27T18:27:06.710-12:00less than 2 months to o's.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-62390662724333197762007-08-14T22:37:00.000-12:002007-09-26T01:43:11.500-12:00i can finally use the computer :Dthe copycat admits that she's one without anyone telling. to xueting: i'm not talking about you la :) hope you see this.studyyyyyyy ~shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-15240785919942199022007-08-07T19:24:00.000-12:002007-08-06T19:36:04.898-12:00you were so sure that i was talking about you. tell you what, you were right all the while :)you are getting on my nerves, like seriously. i may sound mean. but tell you what, i don't wanna talk to you, i really don't. stop please stop doing stuff that will farkingly piss me off either. thanks alot.i can't blame you, guess you don't even know that you are acting like that.mian bao the turtle. :0shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-57679638428604189502007-08-04T03:35:00.000-12:002007-08-04T03:44:12.368-12:00farking copycat! WTF! and tell you what, she's farkingly from my class.wtf. how irritating can this be? omg. i hope she sees this.i hope we'll be fine soon. guess i'm just plainly jealous.you're happy thou.lies leaked out, others hurt.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-37685792744462811812007-07-31T02:42:00.000-12:002007-07-31T02:49:36.833-12:00kinda affected.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-20167393440157657972007-07-26T22:57:00.000-12:002007-07-25T23:03:19.883-12:00it feels good when the questions on the stupid maths paper are answerable. :)shall stay back more with shirui and the rest :Dit really helps. :Dfark, like 2 more omonths to O LVL?shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-17418199695981296552007-07-23T01:26:00.001-12:002007-07-23T01:54:40.822-12:00short hair. :)WOW. i'm truely impressed by the influencing pwer you've got.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-15011513526318352502007-07-21T04:04:00.000-12:002007-07-20T04:10:07.238-12:003 more months to o's.i wanna cut my hair short! omg. i really can't believe you can change your friends so easily.especially when you know what's happening and going on in between. kinda cool, seeing those.i realised, everyone's a different person behind every different smile.how surface, how fake.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-56004815882072488302007-07-16T00:06:00.000-12:002007-07-16T00:12:22.210-12:00wow. i'm like supposed to tolerate that? how cool can that be?i wonder how you can change so fast. ok, nvm. whatever. i'm ok, so not affected.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-59215389234342126232007-07-10T23:01:00.000-12:002007-07-11T22:45:46.073-12:00everyone's a different person behind all those smiles.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-35874105655524710852007-07-04T02:36:00.000-12:002007-07-04T02:42:00.918-12:00maybe i can't fully understand how you feel, i just don't wanna see you like being all so miserable, and depressed again. please like understand. it's hard, but i know, and you know yourself well. you can if you want to, don't sink deeper deeper. just get out of it like once and for all. i had overcome mine, why can't you ? happy birthday daddy ! :D loveyou. :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-58282899853557591482007-07-02T22:32:00.000-12:002007-07-02T22:32:25.327-12:00study study study!shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-42630000267343660562007-06-30T02:12:00.000-12:002007-07-02T22:33:29.896-12:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIDYANA ! :D LOVEYOU !ishi is like dead ?omg, that's like shocking news. :(shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-14253666160059827232007-06-25T00:29:00.000-12:002007-06-25T00:30:21.166-12:00black and white,plain and boring,fat and ugly. :(shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-6743950778775890392007-06-24T16:41:00.000-12:002007-06-23T16:50:14.386-12:00my tutor told me about her trip to japan. the way she said it is like omg.i like so feel like going.school's reopening tomorrow. all the stressness, studying, will start again. YAO's COMING BACK ! :Di wanna study, don't affect me.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-83699400339602989962007-06-19T17:20:00.000-12:002007-06-18T17:21:30.371-12:00yeap. i'm pissed.go on go on. tell everything out.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-26805744237625846662007-06-17T17:58:00.000-12:002007-06-16T18:02:36.155-12:00i also can't wait to go out with lidy, xiuling and the rest again ! :Dwthelll. i can't seem to delete that picture in friendster ! argh.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-14730489936855738452007-06-17T17:52:00.000-12:002007-06-16T17:57:57.544-12:00so damn fun yesterday. :D it's been long since i've really laughed and enjoyed myself so much.shan't elaborate. :DDDDoh ya, YAO. FLY BACK NOW LAA ! missyou :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-35788327406251703662007-06-17T02:16:00.000-12:002007-06-17T02:20:43.866-12:00omg. third post of the day. :)went to the dance competition held beside tm just now.i can't believe some freaking traditional chi-na troupe won. we were like wth.guess those judges love traditional stuff compared to breakdance and hip-hop thou.HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-43729437723732240992007-06-15T02:24:00.000-12:002007-06-15T02:30:32.682-12:00I've already started studying, think :)at least i didn't sit there and just keep staring at that stupid chemistry textbooki'm like kinda stucked at home this couple of days, trying to study. i'm like so going to go out next week. ha ha ha. :)oh man. missed out the girl's primary sch gathering yesterday. how sad :( sorry cindy, wanted to go laaa, but like abit cannot. go out some other day again shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-87771087506224299782007-06-13T15:45:00.000-12:002008-12-11T13:23:43.445-12:00 yesterday was fun :) supposed to have a 'class outing' with everybody but not all could make it. so decided to make it our own outing. :) went to marine parade. met lidyana near my block, went to meet the others. did quite a lot of stupid things. first, i walked under the rain to the mrt station eating my cup noddle. second, i painted my nails in the mrt. third, i borrowed tissuse from shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-24939560563451163742007-06-07T23:10:00.000-12:002007-06-06T23:11:47.531-12:00to go or not to. :(how i wished yao was here :(shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-2133405905315204812007-06-06T14:51:00.000-12:002007-06-05T14:55:59.309-12:00didn't go for study camp today. totally tired out. 2 more days to go. wa sian.**i hope i can like start on my study plannnnn after i've gotten my stuff laterrrrr. agrh.COMPUTER GO AWAY !!!!!i miss yao :(shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-65469509033049832392007-06-05T00:09:00.000-12:002007-06-05T00:14:31.049-12:00skipped poa today. stay on the listen to mdm adibah's 'ways to study' talk. :) learned quite alot and i've got like many, many, many things to buy from popular tmr for my 'starting to study plan'. ah ha :) yao must be so happy to see this happening. hah. :Dhope i can get my roooommm sooooonnnn :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-85563339601168692982007-06-03T00:39:00.000-12:002007-06-03T00:42:39.998-12:00Runaway-I just wanna scream and lose controlThrow my hands up and let it goForget about everything and runaway I just want to fall and lose myselfLaughing so hard it hurts like hellForget about everything and runawayshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-29811679824587229682007-06-02T02:44:00.000-12:002007-06-02T02:51:14.469-12:00went out with xiaohui today. it's been ages since we went out. many scary things happen. but overall, i had fun. thanks :)went to bugis, catched shrek 3. quite i nice show thou. :)strange things began to happen in the cinema itself.we were sitting in the 4th row. like wthell. felt a little uncomfortable, ya. as in that kind..we like heard strange noises from the nacho box we dropped, twice. shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-32915152385722380672007-06-01T23:00:00.000-12:002007-05-31T23:06:40.460-12:00a suuden felt of unwanted-ness. :(it's already june. time is passing real fast.i hate this feeling. i want the time to stop. :(i still can't believe you stop coming to my blog because of that sentence she said.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-47642754861922008202007-05-30T01:02:00.001-12:002007-05-30T01:02:45.646-12:00i miss yao :(shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-57241052519211881352007-05-29T22:51:00.000-12:002007-05-31T02:21:30.986-12:00WTF I SAW A BLOGSKIN THAT SOME COPYCAT-ER ISLIKE HAVING. AND THAT IS LIKE SUPERLYMAKING ME SO FARKING PISS AND DISGUSTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-78952768220817960672007-05-29T22:36:00.000-12:002008-12-11T13:23:46.278-12:00she and her stupid ideasss.I WILL MISS YOU :)SHE SIMPLY LOVE THIS. BOO.BOOOOOOOO !finger-lys. :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-64910392101691203292007-05-28T21:59:00.000-12:002007-05-27T22:10:50.382-12:00Jaeho Amnesia Tribute ICONTINUED..Jaeho Amnesia Tribute IIshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-7763810659864187612007-05-27T23:01:00.000-12:002007-05-26T23:03:17.829-12:00SHYT LA. I DON'T HAVE MY CONFIRMATION SLIPPPPPPPPP !!!!!!!!!!!!!shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-7852474613564650522007-05-24T22:36:00.000-12:002007-05-23T22:40:58.276-12:00didn't go to school today, overslept.ok la yao, i'm like quite excited about later laaa.but we must study k !shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-49542195521930501482007-05-23T01:27:00.000-12:002007-05-23T01:28:30.496-12:00 :Cshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-69026995566464766052007-05-22T01:07:00.000-12:002007-05-22T01:19:56.684-12:00everything used to be so right, but you wanted to change things. now what ? wth.yea right, i am and will always be the bad person. now you know how it feels like right ?i just want to concentrate on my O's, so please stop affecting me.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-59879764796719685782007-05-21T14:36:00.000-12:002007-05-20T14:39:27.801-12:00stop commenting on my friend, cause i don't think that bla your's is any better. shirui, get well soon :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-85607653329056506962007-05-19T00:01:00.001-12:002007-05-19T00:28:28.926-12:00translation of my blog's song.I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cryYou always smile at meI am blessed because you always shine before meThings that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it isFaces that always being looked atForever hugging each otherYour smile has helped me endless time, you knowThank you thank you Best FriendThese plenty happiness that Ishhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-47356176576480921042007-05-17T00:21:00.001-12:002007-05-17T00:30:47.279-12:00blogger is finally ok. :)OH MAN. today is stupid. went to school, but didn't felt like it. stupid kwan made me late and i was being punished. she happily went off after xueping. pissing man. i was like like at the detention room on the third floor for a total of 8 HOURS. from the start of school to 6 in the evening. stuck in that stupid room, couldn't do anything at all. boo. the first few hours shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-84781259368473406292007-05-15T00:58:00.000-12:002007-05-15T01:02:19.084-12:00i saw this white mango shorts that i so so so like la. but guess what, it's $60. oh man. agrhh. been so long since i went out to shop with yao. go out someday again alright. don't be irritating :)thanks for being there, i really appreciate everything that you did for me. love you lotssss :)))and thanks for the so not sincere meal too la. ah ha. :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-70315572813669436802007-05-13T18:02:00.000-12:002007-05-12T18:04:51.344-12:00yup. and i was right. you went out. happy mother's day.i finally know. i love yao shirui. :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-3675532086155952152007-05-10T18:29:00.000-12:002007-05-09T18:32:57.519-12:0013th of may is this saturday. :(anyone there ?shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-78271422909032215762007-05-09T16:52:00.000-12:002007-05-08T17:20:14.069-12:00i didn't know how on earth i linked to this video. but it's quite funny thou. haha. :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-53249589151517442532007-05-07T20:00:00.000-12:002007-05-06T20:22:14.158-12:00maths paper and social studies paper today. same old sentence, DIEEEEE LEEEE LAAAAA. oh man. I've got totally no mood to study, AT ALL. SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROM ALL THESE MATHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! AGRHHHHHHHH !it's still me and my uncertainties,me and my '' i thought's ''SHAGGED.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-48805122833211912672007-05-05T15:16:00.000-12:002007-05-04T15:31:53.839-12:00you once were my doubtful debt. now that i know you have too many creditors to give your love to. i shall write you off as my bad debt.had been doing poa for the past couple of days and it's killing me man. just when i thought i have gotten it. some stupid ' good will ' thing pops out and i will be totally lost again. how irritating. you and your '' 我wo不bu会hui乘chen虚xu而er入ru de lei '' is already shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-26538266927432059782007-05-03T02:04:00.000-12:002007-05-03T02:40:29.450-12:00studied poa with kwan after school today. rabia said that grad night would most probably be held at downtown. heh. :)THE SCARY PART. LIKE OMGGGGGGG. after studying with kwan, went to tm.we went all the way up to the fourth storey. heard this group of guys saying that 'open numbers' thing. thought nothing of it at first. but, it started to get weird cause i felt like as thou somebody was followingshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-26346510605807775382007-05-01T23:38:00.000-12:002007-05-01T21:46:47.855-12:00all these studying is making me go crazyyyy.it's just different.me and you. you and i. you and him. she and you. you and her. i and her. she and i. we and them. i and them. you and them. yea right i seriously think that you are the one making everything so bad for us. after seeing that post, i totally freaked out. I TRUSTED THE WRONG PERSON.i have every right to do what i want, and i don't need shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-26223799268448564732007-04-30T23:22:00.000-12:002007-04-29T23:38:25.010-12:00DamnI Just keep thinking about you (oh Baby)I mean I wanna move on but I can't move on (ohhhh)It's like you have some kind of hold on me and I don't Know (oh ohh oh ohh)But Imma go ahead and talk about itListenI'm sitting looking out the window like damnTryna fix this situation that's at handYou still running through my mind when I'm knowing that you shouldn't be,Me all on yo mind and I'm knowingshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-70721811472845742412007-04-29T23:05:00.003-12:002007-04-29T23:05:43.814-12:00i'm so starting to hate my hair. shyt.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-78697727456755482352007-04-24T23:17:00.001-12:002007-04-29T23:04:12.251-12:00being right in the middle of two of your ' so called ' enemies. how cool.klass tee : above expectations :D:D happy happy ! :DSYFFFFFFF TMRRRRRRRR !shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-62352886221989574152007-04-23T22:04:00.000-12:002007-04-22T23:53:20.891-12:00i feel dumb. knowing that you won't come, i still thick-skinly asked. how stupid can i be ?if you cared, you would come instead of... ah whatever. TIRED. so worked up cause of such a minor thing? know why? cause you told me before, how much you hated them, and i belived. syf on wed. last dance practice tmr. how sad. after so many years in dance club, we have to just step down like that. i'm so shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-63308622151227298802007-04-22T14:47:00.000-12:002007-04-21T14:54:26.487-12:00'klass' gathering yesterday. went bedok to eat.7+1+1+4=13. one came after another. quite pissing at first thou.i realised that it has been so long since i have ride a bike man. went riding around the carpark, and got laughed at. boo.went changi beach. talked, laughed. hey guys, remember our ' 2 years later ' plan alright ! :)thanks again for cheering me up ! loves. :)homed at 11.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-37727842602667123702007-04-18T23:43:00.000-12:002007-04-17T23:56:20.895-12:00i've realised that there are so many people in 4e4 hiding their sadness behind those big cheerful smiles. i'm trying hard to learn from them how to not to get affected by things happening around and just smile through. yup. super brave people. :)________________________________________________________________________Just by having the thought of it makes me feel stupid, real super stupid.i feel shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-71770521825503087222007-04-16T23:57:00.000-12:002007-04-16T00:19:37.135-12:00I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsI held your hand shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-44085114359970081482007-04-15T22:06:00.000-12:002007-04-14T22:24:24.117-12:00now i know and i feel stupid in once beliving in miracles. real stupid. i went through so much to stand on my own, why why why of all the time you had to choose NOW and push me back right down to where i first started?????????????????????????????? WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-83047932966720574702007-04-14T22:39:00.000-12:002007-04-13T22:41:04.213-12:00omg. i'm so farking disappointed. i really wonder if you mean it. or it's just for another show and tell session.i've got hundreds and thousands of questions i want to ask. shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-757889371945235022007-04-09T23:01:00.000-12:002008-12-11T13:23:46.862-12:00haha. cleared up my bag and table. found this. haha. even thou is like super ugly and abit scary, hope those sad people will be happier after seeing this :D esp. jac :)smile people. SMILE ! :Dshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-87549384630095824402007-04-08T23:59:00.000-12:002008-12-11T13:23:47.098-12:00i don't know what happened, how it happened. i was also so surprised with my reaction too. i guess i was already to numb to these stuff that i don't even bother now. omg. i'm shocked, really.i've lost track on my studies and exams are coming. oh man. shyt. this is so bad. shall buck up!! now, i feel as thou i'm the ultimate loser, the most stupid, dumbest person on earth. i should have listen to shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-41643036545802550182007-04-08T22:59:00.000-12:002008-12-11T13:23:47.109-12:00oh. now i know, so right from the begining, i was the fool, that idiot. being kept from everything. OMG, i feel so stupid.i want to be HHHHAAAAPPPPPYYYYY MMMMEEEE !! :DDshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-41865508964016442172007-04-07T20:46:00.000-12:002007-04-07T20:51:35.820-12:00we got 4th in danceworks again.wth. you can be so *jian. what are you doing all this for ? like you said in the phone ? omg. sucker.am i not ? think bout it. how much i got. how much i was left with.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-90151750496225760012007-04-04T02:16:00.001-12:002007-04-04T02:37:16.978-12:00everything is getting me stressed up.friends, exams, dance props, family, klass tee. omg.i feel guilty, i have not been studying, not listening in klass, out for walks. seriousy, i can't concentrate, i can't absorb, i don't have the motivation to study, i really can't seem to study no matter how hard i tried. maybe it's just affecting me too much. i don't know.dance props, saturday is the finals,shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-24473555864885011662007-04-03T01:57:00.000-12:002007-04-03T01:58:59.210-12:00Dissapointment x100aku putus asa.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-23636550024409066852007-03-31T15:23:00.001-12:002007-03-31T15:31:20.460-12:00everybody hates me, no one cares. even my father. i'm not happy, i still have to act like i am. i'm angry, but i still have to act like i'm fine. i hate this kind of life. i really hate it. no one understands, when i needed someone so badly, no oone was there, not even a single soul. everybody had their own plans, fun ones. even my father. i was left alone. no one, at all. i hate this kind of shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-30207387861895348582007-03-26T03:08:00.000-12:002007-03-26T03:22:03.965-12:00ok.. no teachers, so out walking, wandering around the school alone again. yup. found a few places where you can go to when you are like feeling so pissed or just feel like being alone. i don't think anyone would be able to find you thou. yup. good places around the school to calm yourself down, away from the noisy, irritating poeple. yup, and i realised, that there are so many fake people aroundshhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-18775663755518144392007-03-21T15:51:00.000-12:002007-03-21T15:56:45.757-12:00quite alot of things happened this couple of days.i'm really sick and tired of hearing all these stuffs.please, if you don't know what really happened, and how it happened, just shut up. stop spreading those rumors and things that are like so untrue. just shut your trap, i'm tired and stressed enough already, i don't need you to add on to my it.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-72989703028943916352007-03-18T01:25:00.000-12:002007-03-18T01:28:42.017-12:00yea right. i'm always the bad person. shyt this, going off for walks soon......... byeeee.........shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-37484068908027477652007-03-16T02:20:00.000-12:002007-03-16T02:21:04.598-12:00thanks for being there. :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-20789649444287641752007-03-14T02:41:00.000-12:002007-03-14T02:42:37.394-12:00omfg. i feel like crying now. wth. you will never know how i feel.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-27367926603516779142007-03-12T01:48:00.000-12:002007-03-12T02:03:00.844-12:00dance club bonding session today. had fun esp that ian poh thing** :) hahaa.. but, didn't really got bonded with them thou. dance at 2 till 6, super tiring, can't imagine the next few weeks. syf, danceworks tsk.gina treated us to sakae, so nice of her. :) think she spend quite alot even though ian, mel and i shared a bowl of rice and noodle. heh. at first things were going well, had fun, but shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-17138561505592601582007-03-11T21:36:00.000-12:002007-03-10T21:37:55.449-12:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAN ! :)four words: changed picture, badly affected.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-81659140152507793912007-03-10T02:10:00.000-12:002007-04-13T22:45:17.561-12:00whatever. i'm numb-ed.what for ? i'm only making myself pissed. so i shall just relax and treat it like nothing. yup, nothing.shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12212543.post-64880125137461682632007-03-10T01:55:00.000-12:002007-10-12T01:56:45.296-12:00happy birthday :)shhannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15927785397118689215noreply@blogger.com0